I guess the universe thinks I’m a strong, capable person…

Because I just found out that I have diabetes. Type II. I think I’m in shock right now. They started me on metformin and said to continue eating better and exercising. I’ve lost about 20 pounds since I was in the hospital so that’s a good start. I’m just feeling anger, sadness, and overwhelmed. I hope those feelings will pass as I put my plan into action. I just feel slighted by the universe.