Days two and three (and four!) of the Art, Recreation, and Worship Conference!

1. I just love that even when people are in the chairs in the dining room, there’s still room to walk between tables…ample room. Perfect.
2. People are funny. And I have exceptionally good comedic timing occasionally.
3. There are a few people who I’ve built good relationships with these past few days. I’m happy people are kind to me and don’t mind my babbling. ūüėā it happens, man. I’ve been doing the thing where I stare at people and just have no idea what’s going on and people are very gracious to me.
4. Apparently I’m going to marry a man named Barry who writes x-rated notes to girls in class and picks his nose in public. ūüėā
5. I am just really good at talking to people. I’m exhausted but I haven’t felt better anytime lately.
6. I am SO EXCITED to bring back these games to the youth. There are some that they will just adore..
7. I really really really want to come back next year. Hoping there’s a payment plan available or something. I’d love to do a games group next year but then do another workshop for something artsy.¬† I don’t know. There will also be ample time to plan and save and try to convince other people to come with me!!!
8. I have frequently thought my feet hurt really bad, but that didn’t have anything on how they feel now. So that’s interesting. ūüėāūüėā But I keep going!!!

9.¬† I’m terribly sad that today’s the last day for this conference.¬† I don’t know how this week has gone so quickly.¬† But I’m thankful.¬† Oh oh so thankful.


God is good all the time.  All the time, God is good.


Things I’ve noticed about the Arts, Recreation, and Worship Conference at Montreat so far (mid day 2):

1. The setting is beautiful. Mountain-y things. A lake. Lots of awesome trees. The buildings are pretty cool. 

2. The people are amazing so far. Very kind and don’t zone out when I babble (which has definitely been more than usual). 

3. The fact that I can talk to anyone and decided to completely go all in this week and push myself physically, mentally, and socially has already worked in my favor. However, it’s the first full day and I had to sit at one of the tables that only had three chairs because I needed to recharge. I usually ration out my socialization throughout any given week so having all of this awesome excitement is amazing but draining. But the people get it and encourage you to respect your limits. 

4. The food is pretty awesome. I had hella good bread pudding last night for dessert. And there was warm peach cobbler and ice cream for lunch today too. The non dessert food is awesome too. All of the salad fixings ate fresh and delicious. Just so tasty. I’m also glad that I’ll be doing lots of walking (up hills and stairs) so I can burn off some calories. Ha. 

5. The worship leaders are awesome. Our morning service was really good today. We’re going through a microcosm of the church year so we started with Advent today. We talked about creation and Christ’s birth and how in order to know our future, we must know our past (I think. My brain is a sieve right now). 
More soon. 


I’m doing something that, four years ago, I wouldn’t have even contemplated.

This sporadically updated blog has gone with me through lots of trips…starting with the NAMI Convention in 2013 (HOW HAS IT BEEN FOUR YEARS?!) and going on a couple trips to Colorado, the last for NAMI Con 2016.


But this next trip?  Bigger than all of that.  


I am taking a Greyhound bus to Montreat, North Carolina. ¬†That’s a 21 hour bus ride on the way there and a 24 hour bus ride on the way home.


Yes, Jamie “I hate public transit with everything in my soul” Raye, is going on a day long bus ride two times in a week.


Why, you might ask, would I do that?


I was doodling around on the internet (pretty standard) and ended up on the Montreat Conference Center website (It’s a Presbyterian (USA) conference center just a bit east of Asheville, NC). ¬†As you probably already know, I’ve been a youth leader at my church this past school year and I love it. ¬†The youth are great. ¬†The other youth leaders are the best. ¬†My week leads up to youth group on Thursday and it is the pinnacle. ¬†So I saw that Montreat was having an Arts, Recreation, and Worship Conference the first full week of May (it was November or so when I saw this) and that they had scholarships available to cover part of the conference fees. ¬†Me being me, I filled out the scholarship application and promptly forgot about it (because that’s how my brain works). ¬†I gave it up to God and focused on life (the winter was hard for me. ¬†I had to put my 14 year old kitty Buffy down and that just clouded my life for awhile).


Then early March came and I got an email that I was awarded one of the scholarships. ¬†Everything became¬†really¬†real and I went on a mission to figure out how to pay for the rest of the fees and my transportation. ¬†I appealed to my church to see if there was any funding anywhere that could help me out. ¬†My lovely supervisor-y person (she’s the Minister of Youth, Servanthood, and Adults at my church and is in charge of Youth Group!!) Anna advocated HARD to a fund at church to help me go. ¬†And the rest of the conference fee was given to me so I would be able to go to the conference and bring back new ideas for games and community building for our youth and perhaps for our entire church.


So I’m heading out on Sunday the 7th of May (aka in four days) on a Greyhound bus for a 21 hour bus ride to North Carolina. ¬†I’ve been having stress dreams about the trip since I was 100% sure I was going to be going. ¬†Last night’s was pretty standard- I missed the bus departure (despite the fact my apartment is right across the street from my apartment) because my suitcase wasn’t packed. ¬†I called my mom and begged her to come pick me up and drive me to a city 1.5 hours away where it bus will be hanging out for an hour and a half so I could get on it there. ¬†And then I woke up all terrified. ¬†haha.


I have so many people urging me on. ¬†They believe in me so hardcore that I have to believe in myself a little, right? ¬†They say that I’m going to be fine. ¬†That I have all the skills to face the world and this trip.


And I almost believe them.


Here’s to another adventure. ¬†I will¬†hopefully¬†be updating this blog on my trip (we all know how awesome I am at that. ha).